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Okay wow...I haven't been on for a VERY long time.
I attempted suicide last February after a particular horrible episode with some stuff.

Needless to say, I recovered but this September I was done so I tried to die again. A lot of stuff has gone wrong and I'm done.

I'm always open if you need someone to talk to.

As a person, I'm religiously emo IF, and ONLY if you are one of those conceited assholes who put those sticky label things from those little handheld machine things, mind you, can you label me. I'm 17 and kinda geeky. I'm a proud member of the Doctor Who and BBC Sherlock fandom. Music and art. I like to think of myself as a musician just for shits and giggles and if you name an instrument, I can most likely play it. I draw in all mediums but graphite and charcoal are my favorite. I am an avid Alice in Wonderland fanatic I have the book, (along with Through the Looking Glass) I've seen all the movies and such. I also really enjoy Nightmare Before Christmas because well, who wouldn't.

I have some nasty-ass scars all over my body, if you want proof, send me a message...

I live in a god-ridden town in Minnesota and needless to say, I want out.

Here is my Tumblr if you want to get to know me:


Panic! At The Disco saved my life. Evanescence I can barely listen to anymore because of *her*. I love Apocalyptica, Flogging Molly, Mumford, Three Days Grace, ETC.

“…If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrariwise, what it is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be it would. You see?”

//I'm a fly that's trapped
In a web
But I'm thinking that
My spider's dead.
Lonely, lonely little life.
I could kid myself
in thinking that I'm fine. (P!ATD)//

OptimisticPessimist's Works

Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-04Crazy
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-05Words
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-05Gone
Poetry (Abuse)2012-01-05"Mom"?
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-05Lies
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-07Rain On Me
Poetry (Personal)2012-01-07Memories
Poetry (Rage)2012-01-07Hardened
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-09Rock Bottom
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-12Good Enough
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-07Nightmares
Poetry (Depressed)2012-01-10Would You Cry?
Poetry (Abuse)2012-03-06Hate (You)
Poetry (Rage)2012-01-30LIES II
Poetry (Rage)2012-03-02The Truth Is Out--Read all about it
Poetry (Depressed)2012-02-29Eff You
Poetry (Ironic)2012-04-20Simply Blind
Poetry 2013-01-12I'm DONE
Poetry (Love)2013-09-22To Draw
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