slowly dying away

into nothingness

i've lost everything

i had

the only people

i lived for

i have pushed away

and now

are forever gone

all because of one stupid mistake

i should have told her

i should have told him

i love them both so much

it hurts twice as much

now that i have lost both of you



it kills me twice as hard

its draining my energy...



i have no want to live