Truth inside of Silence
By Silence
Your a liar
Calling yourself that...
When you shout out
In hopes to catch one glimpse of notice
To be something different
Something besides the last thought
You lie calling yourself this name
When you scream at the top of your lungs
It just feels like silence
When not even a flinch comes to a face
Even as you feel your soul pouring into words
It never seems enough
Never enough to take the pain
The pain that is real
And the pain you created
Always trying to understand
Always being selfish
Always wanting to be modest
Never able to stop trying to show people your worth something
When you feel worthless everyday
So quit lieing
Stop hurting yourself
Stop crying those empty tears
Everyone can see how fake you are
The hollowness spotted so easily
You lie to yourself thinking you have any strength at all
You feel so much and yet so little
You dont deserve anyone around you
Because you feel more pity for yourself than love for anyone
Fear is all thats left
Your afraid your castle of illusions will shatter
And they will see the fragile little thing you really are
Not even strong enough to take a step from the worn path
Comments on "Truth inside of Silence"
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On Saturday, July 8, 2006, Mahakala
(207) wrote:
hmmm very thought provoking... makes me think bout *putting myself in someone elses shoes* and wonder how life between us or becuz of us is affected... wonderful write...
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On Thursday, July 6, 2006, The Shattered Heart
(30) wrote:
Damnit boy. Brilliant.
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On Tuesday, July 4, 2006, Dissolving Poet
(560) wrote:
This made my heart mourn for this poem it was just spun incredibly but it held such majectic sorrow it just shook my heart into tears that couldn't stop trembling. ~nightly
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A former member wrote:
so sad, and i love the part about the castle of illusions. i like merephors. well, i really love the truth in it.
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A former member wrote:
"To be something different/Something besides the last thought"...shit, this piece...it wore down the strength I've had for a year now and taught me just how much I've been lying to myself. Excellent write. ~*Beth*~