Continue to hurt me(i dont care)

I dont really love you
I`m incapable of such a
complex emotion

now you want to kiss
the wounds you`ve made
all the slashes on my wrist
it wont get better

all the candy coated lies
you feed me have finally
made me nausous

all your good at is
wripping the scars back open
your hand is around my heart
squeeze harder it still
doesnt hurt enough

I`m numb
your words cut so deep
into my vocal cords
I`m speechless in
the face of your cruelty

I fall to your feet
but i wont grovel
I wont give you the
satisfaction of seeing
me beg for something
I dont even want

These tears are of extasy
not pain
These screams are for more
not mercy
you could never hurt me
I just dont care enough