F*ck your fidelity

Fidelity is not a word
in your vocabulary
you can never quite decipher
the meaning

Broken trust cannot be mended
for the sake of your ego
but i die a thousand deaths
each time you smile
even if it`s not for me

Your so called love
So fake
my mistakes
are eating me alive

I`ve never been more
scared in my life
losing my grip on sanity
confusing the barriers of reality
the voices in my head are
killing me and
it sure as hell aint my Conscience
because recently i found
i didnt have one

Did you think of me
when you were IN her
I hope i was all you seen
naked~heavy breathing

All your Little whores could
never amount to me

Did you feel My skin when
you touched her

Did you see My eyes when
she looked at you

Did you whisper My name
as you came

and did you say you loved me
in the aftermath