Realization {dedicated to a certain cunt that ruined my life}

I dedicate this to Brittany...shes a whore, and I hope she fucking rots in hell.thank you, I hope you enjoy my work. : )

You're words seemed so true

But I guess they weren't after all.

With you I felt so confident,

But without I'm not so tall.

We made so many plans.

That will never be carried out.

My future was filled with hopes and dreams.

And now it's filled with doubt.

You can't help your orientation,

I know that this is true.

But I also can't help my feelings

Which you allowed to grow for you.

I knew right from the beginning

That the word "us" wouldn't last.

I knew that sooner or later,

You'd be just another part of my past.

I fooled myself to think

That you'd see past my crazy side.

I made myself believe this craziness,

Was something I could hide.

You are far from sane yourself tho.

Insecurities shining through.

Always afraid of hurting others,

And others hurting you.

I don't blame you for being scared.

I was scared of love too.

But I realized that love wasn't my problem.

I should have been scared of you.