Razor Blade Memories
By Myrrhkuri the fallen one
Razor blade memories so painful and cruel,
slashing through my thoughts like warm butter.
"I'm l..losing my m..m...m..m..MIND!"
No wait...t..that was s..s....s..STOLEN!"
All your slandering words choked me like a noose,
snapping the neck of sanity....leaving it dangling.
"W..w..why? What did I..I ever d..d..do?"
"I j..just wanted to b..b..be like y..y....y..YOU!"
What I'd give to be normal like all of you.
Your stares pierce my flesh as you crucify me with your judgemental views.
"I wasn't any d..d..different, j..j..just shy."
"I was s..s..scared, my im..m..mage helped keep y..y..you away."
Your boredom has robbed me of any chance of a normal life.
Friendship, like a remote control made me do crazy things for your approval.
"OK I'll p..p..pierce my arm w..with that r..r..rusty nail."
"B..b..brand a p..p..pentagram in m..my forehead? (hmmmm)T..ten dollars."
I guess I should be glad that my body wasn't worth $10 to them,
then again I always knew nothing was my price tag.
The Reaper came with an offer "death no strings attached"
I think I should take him up......
Comments on "Razor Blade Memories"
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On Friday, October 6, 2006, xserratedsoulx
(212) wrote:
either. ~lauren~
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On Friday, October 6, 2006, xserratedsoulx
(212) wrote:
OMG my eyes are glazed over, the stuttering captures the feeling exactly, i love it. wonderful job, great write, i don't know how you did it, but you immortalized the feelings, congradulations, i think, it's not good to dwell, but not good to forget, eith
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On Saturday, September 23, 2006, mywristshurt
(408) wrote:
dont take him up... its not worth it.. i mean, everything happeneds for a reason... so just wait, something good will come out of all of it
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A former member wrote:
Ah...I do remember reading this now that I've seen it again...I didn't have time to comment the first go around, so here it is. I thought that this was exceptionally well thought-out, even if it is completely un-you(ish). I enjoyed it. *Evangel*