monotony has led to this
placidly waiting
yearning
striving for the words that
in time
will free me of this eternal turmoil
allow one to escape the tedium of
a day by day existance
the tattered remains of humanity
a lesson in humility
left weaping
seeking
screaming
fuck your "Remember Whens"
your "memories" of time
a past far gone
lost on me
these vacant eyes
failing
falling
forgetting
the days we share
the lives we live
the pain we cause
a mere pitstop on the road to sanity
your false sense of reality
the judgemental sanctity of ones diluted sense of fantasy
welcome to my reality
the cataclysmic cries of pure and utter tyrany
the faded eyes of those who place there lives with mine
The fallen tears of those i've had to leave behind
and me,
another failure
in natures grand design

Its purity in truth,
honesty,
and this fucked up enigma we now call humanity