Drunken Confessions

I will confess

My heart still stops when you walk by.

When I catch your scent I want to cry

-please come back to me



I will confess

I should’ve never lied

Would you have spared me the pain

I couldn’t sleep by myself



Do you blame me? For blocking you from truly understanding, who and what a mess I was?



I will confess

I wasn’t over him

I love him

Yet I love you…



I will confess

I don’t think I can live without you

You’re my waking thought,

After a night full of dreams with you



Don’t you understand? Things can’t be the same. Don’t you see the tears after you touch me. The despair when you talk to me.



I will confess,

The alcohol takes the memories away,

Even if just for a night.

I can believe that he is you.

And this heart beating with mine is yours.