Stained

Stained
Looming over me with such unconcealed desire
His kisses so gentle, the most experienced liar
Clouding truth with warped perceptions
Pouring out of me confused and hurt emotions
My trembling body crushed under his lust
Bracing myself against each futile thrust
Grasping at any fragment of innocence that remains
The sorrow is so deep in my soul, I fear it may stain
I close my eyes to his demonic stare piercing my broken heart
Once I wanted him closer, now I would give anything for us to be apart
His whispers taunt me, tempting me to indulge in unwanted sin
Slyly he attempts to secretly slide within
Somehow I stop him, distract him with empty promises
Still lingering on my lips are his toxic kisses
Unmasked now his true demonic self shows clear
Opaque were his intentions and now I see my fears
Paralyzed out of terror, I succumb to his control
With no words exchanged, I do what I am told
My eyes closed tight, as his acidic pleasure burns my mouth
Still searching for more sinful indulgence his fingers press continually south
Trying desperately to remain still, unmoving, hoping it will end
Suddenly the pressure eases, giving my soul time to mend
Lying next to me, his stare blank and content
There, shamed, I lie there wondering where my respect went
He rises with no warning and leaves with little more then a goodbye
And with the slamming of the door, I felt my soul die
And only then did I begin to release the pain as I wept
My innocence I still barely had, but my worth he kept
Trickling down my face are tears laced with misery and despair
Though he's gone now, his cold presence is still near