I wanted to write a poem, But I just cry

By Cutting_for_Freedom

I wanted to write a poem today
A poem that would make the world think
But I then realized.
I'm thinking to much myself
To make anyone else think about something else

I'm thinking about love
And the heartbreak I'm enduring
How I keep going back to my pain supplier
All because I'm naive and living in a dream

I'm thinking about family
And how mine have all left me.
A few thousand marks cover me
And they throw me away.
I fall down, scrap my knee
They don't hear me out
Just send me away

I'm thinking about school
And now that it's over.
What am I going to do?
It was nice to know that school will be there everyday
Unlike the "friends" that I have

I'm thinking about food
And how I want a bite
But a bite will make me fatter
I'm already fat
No one loves fat people
And all I want is to be loved.

I wanted to write a poem today
A poem to inspire the world
I then realized
I can not inspire the world when
I need inspiration myself

I wanted to write a poem today
And all I succeeded in was to make myself cry

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Published on Wednesday, June 1, 2005. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "I wanted to write a poem, But I just cry"

On Monday, September 10, 2007, thelostmessenger (110) wrote:

i do this all the time. sometimes... i just wish i could write, but all i do... is cry. beautiful. *messenger
A former member wrote: It made me wonder of what i can accomplish and possibly of what i need to pay attention to
On Wednesday, June 1, 2005, The Crimson Queen (917) wrote:

gawd damn, sweets. i luv you! never forget that ok? i swear your getting better and better by the day!! keep it up!
On Wednesday, June 1, 2005, BleedSilver (298) wrote:

Beautiful in the darkest of ways. Just beautiful.
On Wednesday, June 1, 2005, Serenity (469) wrote:

Many feel those feelings. Beautiful poem. There are some people that aren't so mean as to hate 'fat people'. There's just not as many as we'd like.
On Wednesday, June 1, 2005, Soulfire (96) wrote:

I'm feeling many of the same feelings today my dear, your poem is beautiful
On Wednesday, June 1, 2005, LovelyAssassinx (151) wrote:

This was amazing. I've been in this place before. I wrote a poem kinda like this one, "Products of Writers Block" Sometimes we set out to write something, and then at the end we go back and re-read it...and it shows us an aspect of ourselves that we didn'
On Wednesday, June 1, 2005, LovelyAssassinx (151) wrote:

didn't know was present.~Unlucky