On this night, sleep eludes me,
Leaving my soul dry,
Trying to escape my taunted memories,
That only leave more tears to cry..
On this night, of sugar coated lies..
I fell to my knees, depressing my mind,
Why won't these memories leave me?
Just a few more miles I shall crawl,
To escape this madness, where love cannot cure,
In my shallow attempts to fall,
And I'm sorry, I'm strong enough,
To turn and walk away,
I'm sorry, I caused these dreadful scars,
From words I could not say..
On this night, I've become oblivious,
You won't see me, and my eternal mistakes,
I've never felt so dreadful.. so worthless,
For you, and you alone..
I can never come to replace..