Fallen's Trilogy.

This is a compiliaton of 3 works I've written. I just put them together to save a lil space. If you aren't interested in reading 10 million lines then click out now, this is really long. Thanks for lookin.

#1 Beyond Conscious Control

I'm obsessing,
I don't know why,
I've never met you,
but I'm crazy for you,
It's weird,
I've been hurt,
not by you,
but I remember,
telling myself,
never again,
you've changed me,
from antisocial,
to clingy,
and caring,
how do you do it,
it feels so weird,
to feel so good,
like someone cares,
beyond being polite,
I loose sleep,
clutching my pillow,
wanting you by my side,
and we've never met,
when I do sleep,
I know you're there,
in my bed,
in my head,
my dreams are so real,
everything is as it is,
evrything about you,
is perfect,
and in the dreams,
I love you,
in real life,
I know I will,
sometimes you just know,
it may be frustrating,
because of its tendency,
to be beyond,
conscious control,
this makes no sense,
but I miss you,
and we've never met.

# 2 Feelings

How long will it take,
for me to fade away,
I fear this,
for no apparent reason,
just knowing the day,
will one day come,
scares me,
because of my "feelings",
for you,
you will never fade,
I will always recall,
how you were,
how you are,
so beautiful,
inside and out,
so perfect,
and better than me,
I'm surprised,
you've grown so close,
usually I,
push people away,
you've snuck around,
penetrated my heart,
and holed up for the night,
I can't get you out,
I don't want you to leave,
and you never will,
but you,
one day you,
will forget me,
which is why,
I'm reluctant,
but I understand,
that whatever happens,
is best,
you know you,
better than I,
so even when,
you do forget,
just make sure,
you don't live,
with any regret.

#3 What Never Was

I'm lost,
do I deceive myself,
or is it true,
could it really be happening,
so soon,
I expected this,
but not yet,
not quite yet,
I wasn't ready,
to accept the truth,
I saw it coming,
but looked away,
covered my ears,
and hoped for the impossible,
I should have known,
fairy tales never come true,
but for some reason,
I'm not ready,
I can't handle it,
but why not,
I have nothing tangible,
to base this on,
only figments of nothing,
that never was,
If I never had you,
how,
can I loose you?


** If you made it through all of those give yourself a pat on the back, that was a lot of reading.**