Meaningless Vengance (Volume 1)

Note: Don't ask I am pissed off. ;(

I can't take this..
Anymore..
As you slowly drift..
Out the door,
Out of reach,
Out of touch,
You'll never know,
How this hurt..
So much,
I watch as they slowly
Walk away,
Keeping inside,
What is they have
To say,
Behind my back,
Degraded..
Betrayed..
As if another..
Worthless day..
I love you so,
So much
You'll never know,
How much pain,
Is inflicted by words..
Untold..
And one day when
No one's around,
You'll feel my vengance,
Marking the ground,
I turn away,
Avoiding the kill,
And you act like it's
Not a big fucking deal,
To rip out all I've ever had,
As tears are cried,
And you expect me to be glad?
To wander each day,
Ignoring the truth,
That I'm soon to lose,
And if comes true,
And I receive a loss,
I'll watch you die,
For the pain you've caused,
Strip you of everything
You hold sacred,
Taking the knife..
To avoid confrontation,
Taking out meaningless vengence..
With self mutilation..