The rain falls outside
My window,
Painting this night with
Bitter lonliness and solace,
I can not recall time's of
Such joy..
For dwelling in this darkened abyss
As I have..
L.i.f.e., along with reality,
Slowly drifts away..
Into something different..
Something horrific and terrible,
As the demon inside me grows,
Tears begin to fall upon the window pane,
Slowly splashing away...
What once had meaning..
Once was loved...
Never again..
T.o.r.t.u.r.e.d.
I stare into this mist..
Only to see your shadow..
In the pale moonlight..
Staring back at me,
I long for the touch..
Of your mouth on mine,
But, your shadow fades..
Crumbling away,
As I drift further and further
into..
S.o.l.i.t.u.d.e.