confused

im so confused, lost within my own mind
the answers i seek i seem to not find
i want to choose,
but then one i will have to lose
is it worth it?
Will i still have the time?
Everyday im trapped in a dark hole
my heart has turned into nothing more than a peice of coal
the more i try to find myself the further i fall
im trying to hard, im walking before i crawl
my heart feels like its bleeding
i feel like im failing not succeeding

im so confused, lost within my own mind
for i will have to choose
but the anwers i seek can i find?
For i think this is it
damn i feel like shit
time to climb
to get back to my own state of mind
to crawl out of my hole
track down my soul
only to one day return to being confused, lost within my mind.