Disintegration

Why won't you articulate
the reason you've withdrawn
My pain you could alleviate
if you'd tell me what is wrong
Seems like you don't discriminate
you never let anyone in
You've built these walls that insulate
to protect you from within
Inside your heart you incarcerate
locked up in a private cell
Are you afraid i may penetrate
this fortress where you dwell
Its girls like me you manipulate
with your games of hide and seek
You're here but then you isolate
going off on your own little tweak
So is that what instigates
your need to allienate
the souls you captivate
For fear they might complicate you
or
strangulate you
Maybe cause you to hallucinate
while they facinate you
and
intoxicate you
Then leave you feeling weak

This lack of communication
has imprisoned me in devastation
I'm trapped here inside my imagination
unable to stop this disintegration