This fear resides inside me....Over the years...
... it has grown....Barely did I notice...when it had
taken hold....and.....while I can't define it...
...its meaning I've always known.................
........Its a fear of faliure...a fear of growing old...
the terror of confinment...and all the lies I've told....
.......Its a concience deviation...its the soul...
I sold... An imagined expectation....Of an image.....
...not maintained....Therefore i wedge this distance
and follow my instincts to survive...Protect my emotions
....inside this willful existence...alone in my persistence....To shatter the notions held by my family...
..................hidden behind this wall...Of...
separation....I've sentenced myself to exile......and...
...I'm safe here....with only..myself...to...fear...