Suicidal Thoughts

By totallyalone

It feels like no one will ever understand,
And I realize that it's all as planned,
I push people away to "protect them from me"
But what if that's just how I want it to be?
Maybe I want to be alone, so that when I finally decide,
There's not one single person left on my side,
No one to be hurt by things I may say,
No one to be upset when I die today.

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Published on Wednesday, July 18, 2018. Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Comments on "Suicidal Thoughts"

On Friday, February 15, 2019, Jonas Robinson (848) wrote:

I know exactly what you're talking about. I often push people away and feel suicidal. It seems that no one understands sometimes. I liked this because it was clear and simple. Thank you for sharing. :)
On Wednesday, December 5, 2018, sTr8-jAcKeT (697) wrote:

At one point in my life I racked a shotgun with a 12 gauge round & ate the barrel, pulling the trigger. The safety was on and I broke down crying; slapping myself in the face like WTF is wrong with you man? I've always had a love and admiration for life, and sharing happiness, joy, laughter, sciences and everything else in the far recesses of my mind with everyone I can. I'm not sure what made me break down so bad, I mean I do but that was long ago when I've grown since. Glad you're still here, I know I am. Well-writ.
On Friday, July 20, 2018, Alchemist (679) wrote:

Hang in there and make plans for the future that are easy to obtain and that will make your life better and you happy.
On Friday, July 20, 2018, bpathos (77) wrote:

Who you are is as close as your next decision. It decides who you will be. But, you have to be.
On Thursday, July 19, 2018, Dark Wing (51) wrote:

feel this write, very well done
On Wednesday, July 18, 2018, Adagios (716) wrote:

Heavy thoughts, well written. Welcome to DP
On Wednesday, July 18, 2018, totallyalone (17) wrote:

Thank you!