Suicidal Thoughts

By totallyalone

It feels like no one will ever understand,
And I realize that it's all as planned,
I push people away to "protect them from me"
But what if that's just how I want it to be?
Maybe I want to be alone, so that when I finally decide,
There's not one single person left on my side,
No one to be hurt by things I may say,
No one to be upset when I die today.

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Copyright 2018 totallyalone
Published on Wednesday, July 18, 2018.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • Jonas Robinson On Friday, February 15, 2019, Jonas Robinson (867)By person wrote:

    I know exactly what you're talking about. I often push people away and feel suicidal. It seems that no one understands sometimes. I liked this because it was clear and simple. Thank you for sharing. :)

  • sTr8-jAcKeT On Wednesday, December 5, 2018, sTr8-jAcKeT (735)By person wrote:

    At one point in my life I racked a shotgun with a 12 gauge round & ate the barrel, pulling the trigger. The safety was on and I broke down crying; slapping myself in the face like WTF is wrong with you man? I've always had a love and admiration for life, and sharing happiness, joy, laughter, sciences and everything else in the far recesses of my mind with everyone I can. I'm not sure what made me break down so bad, I mean I do but that was long ago when I've grown since. Glad you're still here, I know I am. Well-writ.

  • Alchemist On Friday, July 20, 2018, Alchemist (688)By person wrote:

    Hang in there and make plans for the future that are easy to obtain and that will make your life better and you happy.

  • bpathos On Friday, July 20, 2018, bpathos (78)By person wrote:

    Who you are is as close as your next decision. It decides who you will be. But, you have to be.

  • Dark Wing On Thursday, July 19, 2018, Dark Wing (51)By person wrote:

    feel this write, very well done

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