Her, Revealed.

Here I am, lying in Deathly Harmony
In such an agonizing agony.
As My vision fades to Black
All I can do is think back.
As I remember the unwonted Emotion
Of My Undying, Loving Devotion.
Since She left, I've been taciturn
For Her voice, is what I yearn.
I miss Her long black hair
She was far beyond fair.
The way She smirked while I kissed Her cherry cheeks
But in private We were a couple of Freaks.
The soothing sound of Her singing
Is in My head, still ringing.
No matter what She did, she had My solicitude
And damn, She had a perfectly sculpted attitude.
When the Sun hit Her bright blue eyes
It reminded me of clear skies.
But when She cired, it was My dolor
Her eyes would darken, a horror.
She Herself was an Angelic Symphony
She's my constant, uplifting epiphany.
Our Souls are forever, together, twisted
My memories are all too god damn vivid.
Since you've gone away, I've been broken
Your necklace is the only token..
I can't fucking take it anymore
Please end My life, I dearly implore.
A constant paroxysm of suicidal tendencies
My memories are my own fucking worst enemies.
As I sit in this tenebrous corner alone
I wait for Your name to pop up on My phone.
As I assess this introspection constantly
I know exactly what I'm doing consciously.
I'm ruining my own mind
Happiness is what I can't find.
I fantasize about the day I finally die
I'm suicidal, that I will not deny.
Love was shattered for Me that day
But I'll keep My promise.. okay?
And I'll finally reveal what Her name is, for you all
My Love's name, was Jessica. She was the Bell of My Ball..