The reasons of my smile- PART I

Don't leave.
Sometimes lakes
contain as existed;
many eons I have 
been a tester:

My first name is Eve.
I was perfect in all eyes
except my own;
he pulled and pulled,
meat torn away;
hot and formed 
I opened my eyes
and he didn't see 
with back turned 
I was possessed 
by the other,
forever to be.

My first name is Eva.
I love a madman
in resurrection 
of horrors 
he is about to commit,
I slit and slit but
I can't leave as
it is apart of me;
5000 years 
and I know secrets 
I know the plots;
I've seen great men fall,
for I am why.

My first name Ever Bel.
I am the destroyer
of worlds;
The last earth colony 
Is gone now in
view of screen 
covered in splatter
of the last man's blood;
the ship is vacant,
now,
10,000 years since
I first saw;
It's gone 
and I am so warm...

I closed my eyes 
just to rest,
and open them,
his back to me...

My name is Eve.
I wrote this in 2015
on Facebook;
If you read this 
history didn't change-
Please pray for my release,
someday
as I just want to be loved,
and I swear I'm not bad.