A( )ah.

Here I am, on this side of your world.
There you are with a smile to kill.
"May I ask you for your heart now, your hand later, and your love always?
The best that I can be, as happy as I may make you.
I want to know honestly, could you love me?
I'm gone soon, the Military life awaits.
I don't have all the time in the world to protect you.
But I've always wanted..to know..
That someone is out there, that someone love's me, cares about me, supports me, that I have a home with someone, no matter how far away.
I've strived for so long to find something that can last, something strong.
It's more then friendship I'm after, It's a chance at what we strive so desperately for, love.
I want a women who will read my letters.
I want to make you smile, to know that no matter how bad the lonely darkness gets, you have someone out there, you have me.
And if I held you in my heart through my military life?
If I wrote to you, if I thought of you, if I dreamed of you?
If we shared something..
And I came back to find you in the arms of another, find you happy?
I wouldn't mind, as long as you were happy I'd still hold you in my heart.
I would love to make a life with you, in the short time I've known you, I feel..something, something crazy, and I know I could very well fall in love with you.
I want to fill that which is missing in you, I want to make you feel safe, secured, and happy with me.
I like you.
I like you just how you are.
And I can't wait to get to know you better, because it's crazy, but you make me happy, in some unexplainable way, you make me feel like I'm alive again.
I want to be something for you, and I want it to be true.