The Void

Was it first my imagination
how i captured your heart
Did i will this frenzy, this blinding path
For if I did 
I will it back

I never knew how I would become a shell of myself
So tired and numb
I know i deserve to be in pain
But not this nothingness
Not again

My conscience foreward me
the little voice inside my head
I was selfish
I buried it instead

I do believe in you
deep down I know
that the tests that we go through
they make us grow

It just sucks that i hurt him
and maybe you and me too
Or is this all my imagination
And you are not you