I Need A Savior...Who Will Help?

 Sending shivers down my spine

He who hates the words

Of the Great Divine.

Tingling sensation in my toes

That means He is there

I prayed and he’s mad. He knows.

Jimmy hates my good, my inner

But tortures me through

Tormenting my beloved sister

Crumbled, awaking on the floor

Arms twisted in the air

She couldn’t move anymore

Crawling to the light switch, mind frozen in fear

Her phone plays Sweeter and Sweeter

A song that I recently introduced to her ears

I awaken slowly, eyelids leisurely peeling back

Sister, begging me, with her eyes wide open

“Let me sleep with you, don’t make me go back.”

I agreed, and let my older sister lay in my bed

Awake from 4-5 A.M., protecting her from the demons

The story she told me replaying in my head.

Must…Stay…Awake, my brain screams for sleep

But I feel Jimmy’s presence.

The tingling in my feet.

Finally, the feeling drifts away

I know my sister is safe

Letting my mind darken until the next day

But then comes the nightmares, me bound, having seizures on the floor

I awake frightened with glistening sweat on my forehead

I let Jimmy back in, and my sister is safe no more.

This is

My fault.

And the feelings swell inside my heart

Sweeter and Sweeter.