A shot of Whiskey, A nose bleed turns to
A needle and a spoon, 
candles are not by choice.
but sure set the mood.
Loss of sleep and trembling hands 
Never know when the collapse will co
me my body gives out piss stains
the sheets. along with
the abstract art of cum and blood.
cocaine, whiskey and a heroin come down.
failure and misery
never felt so fucking good,
gunshots ring out, two in the wall,
two in the floor, Girl flys from under the covers
there she is my beloved whore. 
was she delusion or real, dick in her mouth 
and coke pumping thru her blood,a fierce determination 
in her eyes, and yearning for one more
God bless a cocaine whore.
vein already tapped the blood swirls,
a speed ball orgasm, she swallows and grins 
Flirting with death, and playing with sin.
One day, I will meet my end,
but until the day comes
will take my chances
with My whiskey, and my whores!!!