My Disease

 Do you understand what I mean?
I'm sick of the things you forced me to be.
You shouldn’t have crossed that line
You always were blind

You're a darkness in me
A sickness no one can see
Inside my heart
I have to cut it out 

You're a disease my attempts begot
A slipping sliding creature invading my every thought
I wont let you continue to do these things to me
I wont become what you want me to be. 

Cool steel
Will heal
The places you left to bleed
With your greed