Despise You

Been real busy lately with this spell you put me under
the one that ripped my heart away and tore my soul asunder
made me wish for better days with out the rain and thunder
but now i know it's here to stay, so on this plane i wander
away from all the f*ckin hoes that seek to do me harm
hatin and beratin just cause i don't rock a charm
but on the farm where i'm from, we can't even use a necklace
nor flashy cars with big rims cause all we drive is reckless
and every week is checkless cause ain't none of us got no jobs
but everyday is payday sellin water to the slobs
rolling, drinkin schnapps, tellin everyone how i feel
if you like me, then you love me. if you don't, then f*ckin deal


So this is my appeal to all those suckers chasin love

I'm certain you'll be hurtin searchn hand to fit your glove

so as you feel the shove of my fingers all inside you

the feeling may seem true, but the truth is, I Despise You


Been mistaken lately for the thoughts of you i wasted
Almost made a go of what i never really tasted
family cut and pasted from the scrapboook of the dead
another boring chapter in a life that's been misled
and though it's in my head, i can sense it all around me
it's laughter as it echoes from my throat that most astounds me
and as the sound surrounds the room with joy i need to steal
and place inside this blackened heart that once again must feel.


So this is my appeal to all those suckers chasin love

I'm certain you'll be hurtin searchin hand to fit your glove

so as you feel the shove of my fingers all inside you

the feeling may seem true, but the truth is, I Despise You