Losing the battle and war

Love burns like coals and freezes like frost.

Everything so unclear. Like looking out a window while its pouring down.


I can't even fathem the sound.

Its chaining me to the spot so i'm not free.
frozen in time like a picture on the wall.

It decieves me.
blinding me so I can't see.

It's pioson is eating at my heart while I dream.
crushing my lungs so I can't breath.

It's wrath is ripping my mind out of me.
spilling the blood from my sanity.

I feel it
It feels me

Waring me to myself.
regreting how its driven me.

Fadeing away from the depths of my surroundings and dissipating to some

where all my own.

Should I just walk away
or
should I keep going round..

I see it.
I find myself sacoming to it's spell again.

I know what it's trying to hide.

I slip and
fall into its lie.

I can't move.
Held here by the sound.

Trying to tear myself away.
I can't fight it.

Scortching fear inside my viens.
buring my will so I can't stop.

Pulling me to my knees.
draining my strenght to stand.

Fadeing me away again.
and again I can't stop it.