The last thing i remember was trying to forget.
And though i will defend her, i'm still dying of regret.
The hazy maze of yesterdays are strewn throughout my mind.
And yes i feel as if i'm crazed, they all said love was blind.
But seeing is believing and deceiving were the eyes.
The lessons learned forever burned. relieving were the lies.

The first thing I attempted was creating a disguise.
It's reality I bended just relating to the guys.
Though the prying hands never damaged any walls,
this soul's a dying land, void of feelings just devolved
to the point of primal rage and everlasting strife.
The wicked pick the final stage and sever precious life.

The last time I believed in anything at all, I DIED!!
I trusted lust to see me cut and bled away inside.
The pills were popped till bleeding stopped and life regained some pride.
The vice of lonely nights were absolut and suicide.
End it all my friend would call from far beyond the grave.
It's quicker than the liquor will change true to mindless slave.