i toss and turn again
another night spent in
my wasted reverie

blood stains on my arms
the pins still hold all their charms
is this to be my life?

the flowers wilt in my gaze
the world in a grey haze
what did i doo wrong?

blue to white and back to blue
what do i have to get me through?
i just dont see...

what is left for me?
in my wasted reverie...
im so lost...