Self Portrait in A Poem
By jonLyndon
Goodbye old portrait of whom you know
turn aside self
paintings of what you sow
weather's worn, the City scraped
last
place mourn all such fables raped,
the exits
exist
below.
Things ain't what they used to be
ain't no
doubt about that; the taxis
and the trains, the blood on the tracks;
it's an epic zoo, these mad-box-marbles
out of our hats,
these three tone-poems crepuscular in blue
and blues, by the birds
of Cabala fire,
our railway cats,
in the shapes of all my
self-deceptions
desolation's road
who I am I am and I am
existing low.
Dimensions in the moments
burned
of karma, my foolish ghost-soul blurred
trinkle,
trinkle
A off minor
b# flat
the best damn blues-jazz
is green
a rhtyhm-a-ning
even Steve Vai plays "Goodbye Pork Pie Hat"
I saw the ferryman to the dead-land
sailing across tomorrow, yesterday
he said, "I'll lend you my cold white hand"
into the autumn river
beneath bone-moon
too soon, today, today, too soon
I
kept my pennies for another year
but sooner or later he'll find me
there.
"Goodbye old portrait of whom you know
turn aside
self paintings of what you sow..."
Goodbye to all the portraits...
I thought I'd, tried,
I never realised... I, must've... killed you
all...
back into my Paradise, tied & unbound;
haunting the
everyday price; wanton & sound.
Another city,
another
last-lost train station;
the horizon empty...
only the mad-ravens
ever seem to listen.
Comments on "Self Portrait in A Poem"
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On Wednesday, December 20, 2017, Cassette
(1087) wrote:
feels like a black and white movie, softly static'd
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On Sunday, October 3, 2010, Anth
(1126) wrote:
I have been reading this over and over for the last few days, It is as much like listening to music as reading a poem in the rhythms and atmosphere it has, elegant, calming, lyrical, clever and transient, one of my favourite poems in quite a while
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A former member wrote:
very film.y, slightly veiled, cabaret.ish.......this developed like a vintage photo.....so poignant and filled with remembers. and vignettes in the rounded corners. an elegant piece as always.
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On Friday, October 1, 2010, carlosjackal
(2788) wrote:
Jon, Jon...Pure 100% distilled through the poetic lense....Jon. This reads as though inspired by the famous Bob Dylan quote about Dylan not knowing who that person he once was back in the 60s etc. Love it :)