cruel

nothing to think blank mind aching heart poetry my pain killer what will i do when it doesnt work anymore when theres nothing to write because im not in pain im just dead inside nothing left you stripped me bare cut me wide and it hurt so bad i guess it broke me because now theres nothing believe me i've tried so hard to find some little scrap of what we had some little something to cling to while a dysfunctional life swirls and eddies around me you used me all i was to you was another opportunity i gave you my heart you sold it for a dollar you dont care so why do i why should i why cant i stop why the fuck do i bother i say i love you and you brush me off your watching me die clapping while i burn laughing while i bleed your just CRUEL