my rainbow

I’ll cry black tears
And bleed blue blood
I will savor what scarlet fire sears
My rainbow 
I will die inside
Do you care?
All the times I cried
Where were you? 
I’ll turn blue
And bruise inside and out
Why cant I feel simple gray hate for you?
My rainbow 
So with your eyes shut tight
You’ll hide like you do
I will stumble through my endless night
where were you?