i know

i know that we are not ok
i know you dont care either way

i know you wouldnt care if i died
would you pause to say goodbye?

i can see you really hate me now
i would leave if only i knew how

so i'll cry my bloody tears
and live my darkest fears

i curl into a ball
and try to ignore it all

but i cant and i'm giving up

i will never be enough...