I'm not going to say it... Yet

I'm not going to say it though the words will set this right
I'm not going to say it because it would make our relationship end though now it is a fight
I want to say it just this one line
but if i did this would be the last time
And in this poem you think silly words and all i can do is rhyme
but no you don't get it for the rhyme is the only thing keeping me from screaming what i want to say

But now I've the ruined the broken illusion so let me list the things i wish i could say:

Fuck you.

You ass.

How am I suppose to fix a broken heart?
The heart is the only broken thing that keeps beating as i should forever know.
Why?
But since I can't I will let my anger stew for another day.
And maybe take the pain away
if not let it stay.
For i can not forever lay.
In this bed of lies.