I won't hold my breath.
Digging through the remains of thought
Piecing together a Frankenstein perfection
A stitched-up addiction; A B-Movie romance
I'll be your nothing, you can be my everything
If I knew what anything was, you could have it all
Rewind and fast-forward until the tape wears thin
Searching for the right words to say
Analyzing all of my mistakes to repeat them
Memorizing every part, last to first, every line...
Jumbled and mumbled ...Feelings, maybe...
If I could feel anything, I'd rip my heart out for you
I'll carve "I love you" into the walls - Still beating
Just so I could pluck the strings of love and pain
But you'll never understand, because I can't understand
And I can't fucking think straight
The pieces of you all fall apart
I just can't figure out how you go together with me
Perhaps I will just rip and tear my flesh to shreds
Sew my soul to yours and then maybe...
When I tie my veins to yours...
You'll get it;
But I won't hold my breath
Because you're too beautiful to turn blue.