your eulogy
By alaskanamber
Today I lost a friend
yesterday I nailed the final nail in his coffin
tomorrow is the memorial service
attended only by me
to light the candles
read the eulogy
to everyone else the world is as it should be
emptiness inside me depicts the lies you'll never see
my hard cold aweful evil part
all my friends die eventually
each one leaving another tiny hole in my heart
to everyone else they live and breathe
In my lonesome world I seethe
no longer can I feel their presence
so I pack away the memories of their existence
death is a mysterious emotion
contrived of all my human devotion
ten step programs offer brief relief
a temporary bandage for my overwhelming grief
my pain always remains
on my hands dried blood stains
for hours everyday I scrub away my skin
never can I cleanse away my sin
Comments on "your eulogy"
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On Sunday, December 31, 2006, urbanhumility
(1175) wrote:
your words are laced with introspective despair......your words are darkly intelligent...........well done.........urban
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On Saturday, December 30, 2006, alaskanamber
(64) wrote:
thanks aunty, was typo, wasupposed to be devotion.
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On Saturday, December 30, 2006, Aunty Depressant
(434) wrote:
Not to be picky...but emotion used 2 lines in a row, ...made me stumble..and what is a 10 step program?
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On Saturday, December 30, 2006, Aunty Depressant
(434) wrote:
..."all my friends die eventually each one leaving another tiny hole in my heart to everyone else they live and breathe"..this part I found really sad.