your up your down

im up im down its like a marygoround
im happy im sad
i fall and thiers seems to be no one around
here i am so scared of love and life its self
ive been tru a lot
happy sad i geuss thats what lifes about

but i relized this thanksgiving that i have real hero in my life
as much as she's been thru my moms always by my side
my lilttle sister died like 15 years ago thanksgiving day november 23
and to this day you cant realy metion death without me gettin all teary i eyed
because it hurts so bad
and to spare my fealings my mom the hero
never says a word about my sister cyrstal
whenever im around
as much as she probably wanted to break down and cry
she didnt because she's protecting me from falling down
like i said lifes a marry go round youre always up but you always
down