Cut here
fulfil my desire.
Body awash with
pain,
but the pain of the physical
pales in comparison with the
mental anguish I have been given.

Cut here
in case of emergency,
break skin.
There's blood inside,
crimson tears to shead.
Drops of remorse
rain over the shadowed tatters
of a life once loved.

Cut here
end it all
sleep forever
in the blessed
darkness
empty oblivion
void without knowledge
feeling
existance.

Cut here...


...and die.


...