hushed sanity

my body shakes
as my mind breaks
silence awakes
in this screaming place
{hushed sanity}

catch me
as i
crumble
fumble
tumble
d
o
w
n
watch me
as i

f


.......a


...........l



........l


.......t


.....e


r

from this reality
name me
lame
insane
crazed
dazed
stupid
ignorant
goth
what not
i still sit here
with one finger up
cause
i dont care
i dont anymore
insides shake
from another day
of hell
call me
poser
wanna be
never gonna be
but i dont care
they are all
idle words to my ears
just as sound is

my limbs shakes
as my soul breaks
silence takes
control in this screaming place
{hushed sanity}

hair in face
knife in place
set the music
screamings a waste
....but wait
im not a
c.t.e
.u.t.r
any more
deranged
with sage
as i enter my circle
of hate
i pray
for my fate
for death
to look me in my eyes
just so i can laugh at it
im already dead
im already shamed
im not scared
of your mindless games
those are for them
the people who care
...death dont want me
because i want it

my body shakes
as my mind breaks
silence awakes
in this screaming place
{hushed sanity}
my limbs shakes
as my soul breaks
silence takes
control in this screaming place
{hushed sanity}

catch me as i fall
into this
grave
dug in cave
sea of waves
and
f


a


d



e
.
.
a
....... w

................ a

.................................... y

watch me as i
l
....o
......s
..e

self
c
..o
.n
t
..r
.....o
..l
l

my inside shakes
as my heart breaks
silence takes
sanity in this screaming place
{hushed sanity}