Spare Me

I am a ghost to you now, but I stil love you so.
If I had it my way, I would have never let you go.
But I did and I miss you, I want you back.
I've got my life going, and my hearts on the right track.
You don't see my tears, but they are there.
They drain down to a pit of sorrow, you don't see where.
No one does, no one but me.
I am waiting for you to set my heart free.
Because what I am feeling now, makes me wanna die.
Maybe then I wouldn't have to hear myself cry...
Cry all of these tears that you don't see.
Tears dripping like blood, from my heart.
It needs to be set free.
Maybe it could be spared froma moment of pain,
my life would be better, with trust to be gained.
Trust that I need, to love again.
I wish that I could find that someone,so that this pain would end.