Countless Lies

How many times must I be mislead
do you thrive on this
do you get off on my suffering
how sick can you be
how cruel are you really
no matter how much I do for you
you continue to bombard me with your countless lies
never being honest with me
always doing the opposite of what you say you are gonna do
what am I supposed to believe
what is there to believe in
how can I believe in anything
if they are all just countless lies
you continue the path you are on with me
and you just do not care
this is the way it has to be
the real question to be asked is this
why the hell must you do this to be
and the better question is
why do I allow it...