Sunburnt [a healthy way to love you]

My back hurts
My skins peeling beneath your touch
Red swollen cheeks,tears have fallen
and somehow,I can't let go of this...
Sadistic relationship.
and I would beg for the pain to stop
as you put the pressure on,and turn it up to Max
Boiling point [breaking]
Yet it all feels so right
as I slide into your warm,comforting arms
and you release my anxiety
[.. .Sweet release.. .]
my body aches with desire to love you
Or maybe, for you to love me
but It's only the same
My heart scabs over and over again
As you tell me the same things
Just like last time
You slap my back,cry out in agony
burning. .. desperetly
yet you wont seem to listen
When this is all over I will arise new
and unbroken [maybe a fracture] on my heart
Untouched, a virgin for your lust to play with
at its will.
Yet my body seems damaged in a way unspeakable
Filled with holy unbringings
How can I be the slut you've always wanted?
tremble beneath your touch...
I'm glad you love me.. .
But do you need me?
Rub your sweet scent over my back
help my flesh relax and cool down
just like the sweet smell of aloe vera
calming agent.. .
And Just tell me you love me
I will turn into a suntan.