Last night
I come so close
To losing my world
I still have it
It's still mine
Though I feel as
If I lost it anyway
Heart crumbling
Ego bruised
Self-confidence vanished
No more am I beautiful to my world
No more does my world want me
It says
Good news, I'm going to try to love you again
Is this suppose to fix the damage that was done?
My world is the only thing that doesn't love me.
Every friend and foe loves me
In some sort of way
Why does the thing that is MINE
Cast me aside
There was love
Now it's gone
Came back
I fear it might be gone for good now.
Because of this, I have fallen
My world didn't catch me.
No one did
And no one will help me back up again



My happiness, My suffering, My love