It is done
It is over
I do not want to do this any longer
constantly being told what to do
being told to move on with my life
and false signs of love
these all kill me inside

I really do not want to do this any more
and I do not care is anyone cares
it is always about me right?
no, it is always about you guys
I devote my heart
and get hurt by all of you
this is what I get

Thanks for bringing me down again
at a point where I honestly felt good about myself
it never lasts
I cannot make everyone happy
therefore the people who are not must make me unhappy
I do not know how to deal with these feelings bottled up inside
epecially with a select few who actually talk to me
but that does not matter
because I have been convinced
that there is no one who actually cares