The Scars Return

Love me
hate me
betray me
do everything possible to hurt me
you know how I felt
I told you everything
so you knew exactly how to hurt me
how dare you mislead me
god damn it hurts
I hate myself
I hate what you have done to me
I hate having to trust people
the caring and loving
so untrue
together you will be the death of me
the death of my soul
the death of my heart
I have no desire to carry on like this
I'm tired of all the lies
I don't want to think about this anymore
I shall discard these past memories
the scars shall return
and I can move on with my life if I see fit
the dark has shown it's face within my life
broken describes how I feel
the heart destroyed and my body torn apart
from the ups and downs
I've rised just to fall again constantly
death is somthing I've not thought about in a while
but will it cease the pain
of course it will
maybe it will even make you happy
I have no true intentions of such
however, I would rather not deal anymore
the people I love dearly and held close
lost all within a few days
never will I put such trust in you again
you always thought I was mad or would not forgive you
I told you I was not
I cannot say the same now
my voice silenced
as I have nothing more to say
dead inside is overall how I feel
thank you