Sometimes

Sometimes I cry
Never having a reason to
Sometimes the tears won't stop coming
though they've been wiped away

Sometimes i scream
Angry at what the world did to me
Sometimes i yell
Pulling out my hair since I ruined myself

Sometimes i smile
Looking at your face
Sometimes I'm happy
It never lasts long

Sometimes I cut
Trying to ease the pain
Sometimes I bleed
Trying to feel alive

Sometimes I die
trying to find myself
Sometimes I'm dead
But only on the inside

Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I scream
Sometimes I smile
Sometimes I cut
Sometimes I die

The tears never cease
My voice is going hoarse
The smile has shrivled up
Scars are amounting
My eyes are black
Showing my dead soul

...All beacause I was never loved
never hugged
never had a home...