No One But Me

I feel so
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...Lonly...
I have no one left
...Abandond...
I'm scared
...Left out...
Please comfort me
...Silence...
Nothing
No one
...Save me...
Where do I belong?

Everyone said they were there for me
That they'd come running when I needed somone
I need somone now
Not a single foot was moved

Who can I turn to?
Who can I talk to?
I need to talk
I need somone there for me
I need somone to listen
Where are you?
I need you

-Alone-

I'm so insecure
I never show it
-where are you? I need to talk to you-
You see what I want you to see
-You don't know the real me, never have-
Look past my image and help me
-I have no one left-

Did you know I cry myself to sleep every night?
-I just want one morning with my pillow dry-
I cry because I have no one left to talk to
-I think I pushed them all away, I didn't mean to-
They are to busy with their own problems anyway
-My eyes are tired of crying-

-Left behind-

I want to fit in again
-I don't like being scared-
Take my hand like I'm a child
-I'm a lost child anyway-
Lead me to a place I can be free
-I don't like having to watch what I say-

-Silent-

No one is here
No one can hear my screams
-I'm screaming on the inside, that's why-
Everyone is blind
They don't see my tears
-I cry when no one is here to help me-
I'm always crying

-Pain-

The tears sting
From so many tears falling
The scars burn
-They make me cry too-
Always reminding me of times when I had no one
The scars cry with me
-They cry red blood-
I hate them
-Make them go away, I don't like to cut-

-Lonly-

Somone talk to me
I need somone
I'm alone
-Who can I trust with my thoughts-
I have myself

Everyone has left me
No one wants to listen

-I cry....all Alone-