Beautiful
By Cutting_for_Freedom
It hurts
The pain
Black out
Faint and fall
All in the name of skinny
I'm fat
I'm ugly
I must starve to be perfect
I must be skinny
Skinny is beautiful
Why can't I be beautiful?
Fatty
Blimp
Cow
Moo
Ugly
STOP!! Make it stop!
I know
Don't eat
It'll be ok
Just give up food
That's all, simple
I want to be as light as air.
No, I wan to be lighter than air.
100-not good enough
90-Need more
80-Never
20, yes, let me be 20 pounds.
Skin and bones.
Just the bones
I want the skin to be melted to teh bones
That's beauty
look at me!
I'M FAT!!!
I'M UGLY!!!!
Make me pretty
Please, please make me petty
I want to be beautiful
I want to be thin
I need to be thin
Skin and bones
NO!
Let me be air
Weightless
So skinny you can see through me
Society loves skinny
I want to be loved
... I'm cursed fat..
Fat and ugly
I just want to be pretty
I guess that is just to much to ask....
Comments on "Beautiful"
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A former member wrote:
this is good, ugh how peoples ideal of beauty cuases such disorders.
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On Thursday, September 1, 2005, abattoir
(115) wrote:
I can't lie, I did it for awhile...not eat.though I can't say it's good 4-u. but I felt better than I ever have.now I look normal.oh well.Im hungry.abattoir
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On Wednesday, May 25, 2005, Serenity
(469) wrote:
This is powerful. Don't do this to yourself though.
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On Wednesday, May 25, 2005, Sex Slave
(78) wrote:
*nods in agreement with Queen* all girls and guys feel like this at one time...your not fat either ur pretty.-Danny
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On Wednesday, January 26, 2005, K_Love
(525) wrote:
I understand where your coming from it is tough living in this world where only one kind of person seems to be accepted, but no matter what you look like I'm sure you're lovely. Painfully truthful write, well written and wonderful job.
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On Wednesday, January 26, 2005, The Crimson Queen
(917) wrote:
the pain is felt by many....its a tough world when so many arent accepted by society....personally, society can kiss my ass...but thats just me...great write..the best of us go through these things..~AoD
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A former member wrote:
harsh