I’m kind of having trouble, dealing with my pain
This loneliness inside me is hurting me again.
I’m trying everything I know to make this right
But it just keeps getting harder when I try to find the light.
My friends all try to help me, but they’ll never really know
What its like inside my head, when the dark begins to grow.
And now I’m so confused, I don’t know where to turn
I keep running into walls, I guess ill never learn.
Please try to understand, I don’t try to be depressed
I’m trying to let go of the feelings I’ve repressed.
I hope you’ll give me time, I hope you see I’m trying
I really want to live after all these months of dying.